Forever fixed or forever strayed
Forever yours or forever betrayed
Forever impulses or forever mapped
Forever soul or forever conscious trapped
Numb or active
Intuition or factive

Life stops if u don't treadle
Its just not given to fiddle-faddle
Choices can cut through gateways in darkness
Inner blunt when sparkle with hopes of sharpness

I wonder What What i Wanna Be !!

I wanna be necessity of his life

I wanna be air without which he cant survive

I wanna be part of his blood

I wanna be his favorite flower's bud

I wanna be moisture of his eye

I wanna be knot of his tie

I wanna be the cushion he hug

I wanna be his coffee mug

I wanna be secret drawer of his room

I wanna be a tool to make his fun go zoom

I wanna the day dreams he fantasize

I wanna be his passion he can never criticize

I wanna be his relaxing chair

I wanna be the girl he always stare 

I wanna be his warm coat in cold

I wanna be his deep feelings untold

If I become all these things and we both go mad as could be guessed 

I would let my all strength to make sure this lovely painting of emotions is never messed !!

When wrinkled hands wrote their last diary entry !

A disfigured cloud in the sky engulfed my thoughts

All the beautiful pictures pixelated like dots

wavy view seen by tired eyes 

wondering how true somebody said- Time Flies

How my mirror now says,

I look like one of the calm faced struggling drakes

my body will soon end up in fumes and flakes

Bewildered, baffled and perplexed at times

Millions earned but not able to carry even a few dimes

Yes I wasted the opportunity called life

as I myself sharpened everyday my death knife

A disfigured cloud in the sky engulfed my thoughts

All the beautiful pictures pixelated like dots!!

Stop this SHAME

I had no words to describe
expressions i cudnt decide
angry,sad,hurt or shocked .. when a girl died
why this revolt, candle march for her
just because her incidence came to light??

what about MAID at your home whoz daily beaten by her drunk husband?
what about her daughter whoz still washing dishes at your kitchen?
what about all the rape news you read daily and ignore?
what about your wife's check ups to ensure its a baby-boy?

instead of walking with a candle
provide all women a ''talwar'' with handle

tell ur daughters what steps to take
to teach 'animals in society' they are not just pieces of cake
and nurture ur sons and brothers in a way
that rather than being a black spot .. they are seen as a new sun ray !!!

SMILE :)

@SMILE@
smile wen u walk by
Smile wen u try to fly
Smile wen u feel fear
smile to smbdy n remove his tear..
Smile wen u fail
Smile wen u feel suffocated lyk in jail
Smile wen u end your day
Smile wen u remmbr god n pray
Smile wen u greet
Smile wen u cant mold harsh situatns lyk concrete
Smile wen u feel alone n sad
Smile wen u cannot change sufferings u hav had..
Smile wen u r in pain
Smile wen u some effort goes in vain...


Because wat matters is u r alive with ol d blessings of god..And seeing u sad is d one thing he can never afford..out of trillions ....gift of life in dis universe is granted to few...Is cryin for mere things is ur way to say thanku??

on d tunes of destiny,the way we dance
i wonder how funny is d way we blame it by chance


student worked hard for exam...but pressure of parents caused him nervous break down 
result...he fails n his dreams drown
and people call it destiny


a person so damn drunk,driving his car thinking of fight with wife
lies on road d next moment in blood, n mere 10 secnds wrote end of his life
and people call it destiny


lady burnt alive for dowry
but in-laws dunt even feel sorry
and people call it her destiny...


when will they open their eyes
when thousand of souls wud have already abandoned their lives?
destiny is not the player...its the game
win it and stop hiding behind its name..